After
the long, cold winter that we all just endured, I think this is the most
beautiful spring I’ve ever seen. Not just because it is juxtaposed against the
past several months, but because I have moved to what it truly one of the most
gorgeous places I’ve ever lived. New Jersey really is the Garden State. Who knew?
I
was so excited when my daughter, Grace, came home from college since she had
not seen anything like this before either. “Look!” I told her as we traveled
down Greenwich Church Road, “This is our yard!” The magnificent whites and
pinks and magentas of all the flowering trees, the bright yellow of the
forsythia, multicolored tulips and the green grass all combine to show off
God’s glory in brilliant array. Every morning as I pour my coffee and look out
my kitchen window, I am delighted anew by the glorious dogwood flowering in
front of me. I cannot help but feel incredible joy as I look out on God’s
creation.
"For the beauty of the earth," my heart sings and my nose protests. (Photo courtesy of Princeton Lawn.)
This
season, I have also experienced the worst allergies I have ever known. The
post-nasal drip caused a sinus infection caused a scratchy throat and vocal
loss. Even after a round of antibiotics, I’m still plagued by a stuffy head and
a lingering cough. I’ve tried every over the counter medication that exists and
some of them work some of the time – or maybe that’s just hope on my part – but
none of them work always. I’m told that this is one of the worst allergy
seasons ever: a perfect storm of the coldest winter causing the blooming
spring.
Yet
while I am physically challenged much of the time, I am trying hard to
appreciate the glorious beauty of the earth around me. I think this is actually
a wonderful metaphor for life. The fact is, it’s not always all good or all
bad; it’s usually both at the same time. Our lives are filled with constant
joys and constant challenges. Simultaneously.
It
reminds me of an old Cherokee legend in which a grandson comes to his
grandfather filled with anger over an injustice done him by a friend. The
grandfather tells him, “I too have struggled with feelings of anger and hatred
for those who have hurt me. But hate wears you down, and does not hurt your
enemy. It is as if there are two wolves inside me. One is good and does no
harm. He lives in harmony with all around him, and does not take offense at
others. He will only fight when it is right to do so, and in the right way. The
other wolf is full of anger. The smallest things will set him off. He fights
everyone, all the time, for no reason. He can’t think because his anger and
hate are so strong. It is helpless anger, for it changes nothing. Sometimes it
is hard to live with these two wolves inside me, for both try to dominate my
spirit.”
“Which
one will win, grandfather?” the boy asks.
The
grandfather smiled and replies, “The one I feed.”
Paul
is telling us something similar in Romans 12:14, 17, 21: “Bless those who
persecute you; bless and do not curse them…Do not repay anyone evil for evil,
but take thought for what is noble in the sight of all…Do not be overcome by
evil, but overcome evil with good.” Now I’m not suggesting that allergies are
evil, but rather we choose how we respond to those things that are difficult in
our lives. We choose to focus on the struggle or to lift up the joys.
How
can we do that? I turn again to Paul in his letter to the Philippians: “Rejoice
in the Lord always; again I will say, Rejoice. Let your gentleness be known to
everyone. The Lord is near. Do not worry about anything, but in everything by
prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to
God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your
hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” May it be so.
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